Never before have I felt so empty, so helpless, so betrayed, so confused, so hollow, so hateful, so sad.
I thought it would be easier than this. A fresh start. New adventure.
Except for the baggage. And the memories. And the history.
And now every day is like slogging through the worst of all quagmires, trying to find meaning, direction and hope all over again.
All I want to do is sleep.